I was able to get away for a couple days last week.
BY
MY
SELF.
I was a bit crazy trying to get everything in order before the trip. If you're a mom of little ones, you know what I'm talking about. Figuring out childcare, making meals for the hubby and kids you are leaving behind. Pretty sure I yelled at my kids 486 times while I was packing and cleaning just an hour before I left.
But oh my goodness...did I need this get-away.
I attended my first True Woman Conference down in Indianapolis, IN.
I have been to smaller church retreats in the past. But, when I saw over eight THOUSAND women in the Indianapolis Convention Center...
I was blown away.
It's hard to put into words everything I experienced with God in those two and a half days.
But I CAN tell you...
It was breathtaking.
It was challenging.
It was freeing.
It was convicting.
It was motivating.
It was encouraging.
It was powerfully lead by the Holy Spirit.
It spoke directly to my heart.
I left with this phrase running through my head....
"The more you know God, the more you will hear Him."
Lately, I've been kinda going through the motions. The daily routine of life. Ever been there?
Yeeaaahhh.
I've been wanting some direction in certain areas of my life and was just expecting God to point the way. What I haven't been doing is intentionally seeking Him. Pulling my face close to His and whispering what's deep in my heart. Absorbing His word and pouring over each verse with the intention to learn something fresh and new. I was getting distracted by shopping online, facebooking, pinning, and other silly things.
I'm currently taking a break from FB and Pinterest. They are not bad things per say. It just turns bad when it's all I can think about. When it's the first thing I want to check at the beginning of the day. They are sucking my precious hours every day and it's time for a priority adjustment. I want to soak up every bit of Him so that when he does speak I can say, "Yes, Lord. I'm here!".
Mornings are not my friend. I don't like getting up. Plain and simple. I tend to complain about it too--which only perpetuates my bad attitude. Maybe if I get up just a bit earlier to start by seeking the Lord first, I will despise mornings a smidge less??
I'm giving it a try anyway...
After announcing my fast, one of my close friends asked, "So are you giving up the blog too?"
Nope.
Still here.
:)
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You can listen to ALL the same speakers/ sessions that I heard at the conference online for FREE if you are interested! (My favorite speaker was Priscilla Shirer...I had goosebumps the whole time. Powerful speaker.)
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